I don't know why i did that today (29/08) seeing you holding yourself like a baby slightly shivering from the cold i wanted to hold you, but i'm not that bold
instead i go out of the place to consult with an old accomplice then the thought hit me in the face this is a bloody shopping base!
what the hell, today i brought less cash usually i bring slightly more, not less hoping for something as i ran downstairs i saw a big sign, it's on sale over there!
i made a purchase in some minutes and ran back, a flame somewhere lit passed it to her & told her to wear it i said no more and almost fell asleep
when we came out she didn't really want it and i said i wouldn't fit just take is as a birthday gift (in advance) with some thanks we walked to the lift
i might have caused more confusion and jeopardized the situation but i felt that i had to act or i'll regret that very evident fact
should i be content with what i did i'm not sure where that would lead just to let you know, i wont hide because where i really wanna be, is by your side.
from the suggestion of a rafiki i should stop all this idiocy for real, for myself, for awhile i agree, and so it will be that way for now...
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on a completely unrelated note, my updates:
-I celebrated my 21st birthday at Summit hotel, USJ. -cheewin's car tumbled & rolled down 300 feet of ravine, car is beyond repair but he's ok. -met with the producer of GHI, saw the house, had a little chat -i will be trying to learn hokkien
now, to say that nothing happened since the first of June would be an understatement. So far I've...
sent my parents to KLIA for their 29 days European tour
sent my sis to LCCT for her 4d3n Bangkok trip
picked up my sis & friends from LCCT after her Bangkok Trip. (she bought me a thorny back pack & a collector's edition 1.1lt Jack Daniels! love ya sis!)
joined STACT club (student action club) although i keep skipping out on activities..
watched a movie (alien vs monsters) with another adorable girl... but can't say it was a date
been out on a lunch date with a beautiful lady(different) twice
been trying to get this other girl's attention without success
had classes for 7 weeks already
bought & own a bike
running low on funds
noticed that there are so many pretty girls in college
fixed a car's brake lights
traveled to & fro subang and home 4 times in 1 day, within 10 hours
tried my the exercising regime that my sister planned, but i can't cope.
ducky still ignores me most of the time
cheewin just did another mod on his car
wondered if the adorable girl is well already? she's had some kind of flu for 3 weeks+ now..
cousin came to KL from jb to play, stayed for a week
started being a little active on facebook..
returned to using windows live messenger instead of trillian
bought a new graphic card at RM565 (Nvidia Geforce GTS250)
celebrated cheewin's bday this month.
ate pizza hut for dinner
ate nasi lemak for dinner
had 4 pieces of bread for lunch
din't eat lunch
wore formal for a presentation
rode the bike to college for 3 days in a row
been wondering... why do i keep getting the position of a group leader whenever we(the class) is split into groups?
finished all the important assignments & pressing presentation(s)
after Mr Baker left Malaysia for Hong Kong 2 weeks ago, I've been dancing with this new thing known as... "College". While trying to balance it with TiCO, everything is just fine and dandy as usual.
a while back, about a week or 2 before college started, cheewin's car was dyno'd.
the only time when I'm really KIASU - Pizza Hut, Salad Bar
a cat that wandered into my home awhile ago. notice the yellow & blue eyes. (they were delicious!)
my new toy, my new love, my new Nvidia GTS250 (RM565)
the guy standing would be Mr Jafni. one of the nicest lecturers I know.
one of the first few friends I met in inti, Nazree! don't eat that pen!
just some pictures.... overall I've just been drifting around, relishing college life, reigniting those warm & fuzzy feelings towards the opposite sex, joined inti stact club (not because of that adorable girl I assure you.... btw her name is Juliet ) had some jobs for Tico, which is currently slightly overdue.