Wednesday, July 29, 2009
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I don't know why i did that today (29/08)
seeing you holding yourself like a baby
slightly shivering from the cold
i wanted to hold you, but i'm not that bold

instead i go out of the place
to consult with an old accomplice
then the thought hit me in the face
this is a bloody shopping base!

what the hell, today i brought less cash
usually i bring slightly more, not less
hoping for something as i ran downstairs
i saw a big sign, it's on sale over there!

i made a purchase in some minutes
and ran back, a flame somewhere lit
passed it to her & told her to wear it
i said no more and almost fell asleep

when we came out she didn't really want it
and i said i wouldn't fit
just take is as a birthday gift (in advance)
with some thanks we walked to the lift

i might have caused more confusion
and jeopardized the situation
but i felt that i had to act
or i'll regret that very evident fact

should i be content with what i did
i'm not sure where that would lead
just to let you know, i wont hide
because where i really wanna be, is by your side.

from the suggestion of a rafiki
i should stop all this idiocy
for real, for myself, for awhile
i agree, and so it will be that way for now...

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on a completely unrelated note, my updates:

-I celebrated my 21st birthday at Summit hotel, USJ.
-cheewin's car tumbled & rolled down 300 feet of ravine, car is beyond repair but he's ok.
-met with the producer of GHI, saw the house, had a little chat
-i will be trying to learn hokkien



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Saturday, July 11, 2009
wallcoo.com



the first day I saw you
sitting with the front few
with a first class style
that made me skip several miles

on the second day
my feelings started to sway
just like your slightly curled hair
that seems to float lightly in the air

being eighteen this year
you're quite the outgoing girl
when I started my approach
maybe that's when your suspicion arose

when boredom made you call
I was overjoyed & ran to the door
then we just head to the mall
watched a movie, had a meal, that was all

since the beginning I could see
all you wanted was to be free
enjoying your life at college
not wanting anything else at this stage

I was such a blind & brainless fool
who never noticed the animosity that grew
to push you like so
making you think it was just a show

there were no intention
to be with you in a relation
buy my thoughts and emotions
never matched my plans or actions

it all started with your smile
but as things are now
along with those beautiful eyes
might never again face this way
maybe not even for good byes

- hearing her voice & seeing her smile... the pain is real, I wonder when, why, and how?


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Friday, June 26, 2009
my life in point-form

now, to say that nothing happened since the first of June would be an understatement. So far I've...

  • sent my parents to KLIA for their 29 days European tour
  • sent my sis to LCCT for her 4d3n Bangkok trip
  • picked up my sis & friends from LCCT after her Bangkok Trip. (she bought me a thorny back pack & a collector's edition 1.1lt Jack Daniels! love ya sis!)
  • joined STACT club (student action club) although i keep skipping out on activities..
  • watched a movie (alien vs monsters) with another adorable girl... but can't say it was a date Sad
  • been out on a lunch date with a beautiful lady(different) twice
  • been trying to get this other girl's attention without success
  • had classes for 7 weeks already
  • bought & own a bike
  • running low on funds
  • noticed that there are so many pretty girls in college
  • fixed a car's brake lights
  • traveled to & fro subang and home 4 times in 1 day, within 10 hours
  • tried my the exercising regime that my sister planned, but i can't cope.
  • ducky still ignores me most of the time
  • cheewin just did another mod on his car
  • wondered if the adorable girl is well already? she's had some kind of flu for 3 weeks+ now..
  • cousin came to KL from jb to play, stayed for a week
  • started being a little active on facebook..
  • returned to using windows live messenger instead of trillian
  • bought a new graphic card at RM565 (Nvidia Geforce GTS250)
  • celebrated cheewin's bday this month.
  • ate pizza hut for dinner
  • ate nasi lemak for dinner
  • had 4 pieces of bread for lunch
  • din't eat lunch
  • wore formal for a presentation
  • rode the bike to college for 3 days in a row
  • been wondering... why do i keep getting the position of a group leader whenever we(the class) is split into groups?
  • finished all the important assignments & pressing presentation(s)
  • found an interesting bun (refer to pic below)
  • taken pictures with some pretty ladies in class
  • made the house stink of petrol
  • felt the touch of envy, jealousy, anger & regret.
  • saw SAMPAH KING!
*not arranged in any order



my classmates!


ChocoPanda!



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Monday, June 01, 2009
like her? vote for her!

pretty? sexy? vote for her!


 

*basically i'm doing this because... if i don't, she'll kill me T_T


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Sunday, May 31, 2009
ndiyo!

new words & concepts i learned :

"organised morality structure"

fait accompli

fickle

esprit de corps

(swahili) pikipiki

(swahili) bia

(swahili) rafiki

(swahili) ndiyo

(swahili) mzuri

dunhill lights : a maiden's kiss

dunhill : a woman's touch

marlboro : aggravated punch of a middle aged man

oh and i have a new target :D


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Friday, May 15, 2009
a little update

after Mr Baker left Malaysia for Hong Kong 2 weeks ago, I've been dancing with this new thing known as... "College". While trying to balance it with TiCO, everything is just fine and dandy as usual. Shades



a while back, about a week or 2 before college started, cheewin's car was dyno'd.



the only time when I'm really KIASU - Pizza Hut, Salad Bar



a cat that wandered into my home awhile ago. notice the yellow & blue eyes.
(they were delicious!)



my new toy, my new love, my new Nvidia GTS250 (RM565)



the guy standing would be Mr Jafni. one of the nicest lecturers I know.



one of the first few friends I met in inti, Nazree! don't eat that pen!

just some pictures.... overall I've just been drifting around, relishing college life, reigniting those warm & fuzzy feelings towards the opposite sex, joined inti stact club (not because of that adorable girl I assure you.... btw her name is Juliet Tongue)
had some jobs for Tico, which is currently slightly overdue.

-panda out


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