I don't know why i did that today (29/08)
seeing you holding yourself like a baby
slightly shivering from the cold
i wanted to hold you, but i'm not that bold

instead i go out of the place
to consult with an old accomplice
then the thought hit me in the face
this is a bloody shopping base!

what the hell, today i brought less cash
usually i bring slightly more, not less
hoping for something as i ran downstairs
i saw a big sign, it's on sale over there!

i made a purchase in some minutes
and ran back, a flame somewhere lit
passed it to her & told her to wear it
i said no more and almost fell asleep

when we came out she didn't really want it
and i said i wouldn't fit
just take is as a birthday gift (in advance)
with some thanks we walked to the lift

i might have caused more confusion
and jeopardized the situation
but i felt that i had to act
or i'll regret that very evident fact

should i be content with what i did
i'm not sure where that would lead
just to let you know, i wont hide
because where i really wanna be, is by your side.

from the suggestion of a rafiki
i should stop all this idiocy
for real, for myself, for awhile
i agree, and so it will be that way for now...