the first day I saw you
sitting with the front few
with a first class style
that made me skip several miles

on the second day
my feelings started to sway
just like your slightly curled hair
that seems to float lightly in the air

being eighteen this year
you're quite the outgoing girl
when I started my approach
maybe that's when your suspicion arose

when boredom made you call
I was overjoyed & ran to the door
then we just head to the mall
watched a movie, had a meal, that was all

since the beginning I could see
all you wanted was to be free
enjoying your life at college
not wanting anything else at this stage

I was such a blind & brainless fool
who never noticed the animosity that grew
to push you like so
making you think it was just a show

there were no intention
to be with you in a relation
buy my thoughts and emotions
never matched my plans or actions

it all started with your smile
but as things are now
along with those beautiful eyes
might never again face this way
maybe not even for good byes

- hearing her voice & seeing her smile... the pain is real, I wonder when, why, and how?